Once, I had a Love

It was the most beautiful days in my life. But I always felt that, I�m gonna miss it soon or later. And I knew that, I never find a girl like her again for my life time. She was the perfect one for me in every way. But I couldn�t tell her that, though I loved her so much. I always kept that within my heart as a secret. I never wanted to expose my love to her. I always tried to pretend I�m just a friend of her. But As Always, I wanted to be with her and I loved her. I knew, she also wanted the same. But she always tried to refrain it. And I didn�t let her know, that I always knew she was pretending that not so. I believe we both played the same game. So...I remember the last day that I met her in a cafe in "Volgograd"�

�I can�t believe why I close to you so much Ivan� why I talk with you so much�why I�m so friendly with you so much, even I have a boy friend. You know what Ivan�I feel... I made a terrible mistake in my life, that I never can revise�.

�What is it Olya?�

�My fianc�he is not the one for me, Ivan; I could have found a better one than him. You know... Once he was begging my love. Even, I didn�t like him. But later, I felt sad about him. Then I said �yes� to him. But I know it�s not real love.�

�I�m sorry Olya�but that is the life, everything not goes as we want�

�You don�t know what the love is, Ivan. But in a way, you right, everything not goes as we want �now it�s too late for me� 

I just sighed while looking in to her tearful eyes�then there was a silent. And again she mumbled to me.

�Why I tell you those things which I never told to anyone? I can�t understand anything...Oh god� I wanted this friendship keep forever. I feel sad about us� Ivan�Even, I don�t know how we gonna end up this story...�

�It�s Ok Olya�lets we live, don�t think so much. At least we met for our lives, we know that we really like each other. we must be happy about that.� You just smiled at me innocently.

But I feel the same about us, sad. And always I think "why I didn�t meet her early in my life?"

Then we took the lunch together. I told her that, I never forget that day, and she said the same.

She married on 30^thof November in 2005. I knew one day it�s going to be happened. I never talked to her since then. Once she made me laugh, made me happy, showed me the love, gave me a hope, and at last made me cry. At least now I feel that I had a true love once and it will last in my heart forever.

Inspired By True Story.